Hello ♥
After reading Mariah's latest post at her blog,
i then feel like blogging.
read on, and you'll know why.
Today, woke up at 10 after mommy abruptly,
yelled at her top of her breasts.
her voice really pierced into my ears
that i had to dragged myself to the toilet.
i bathed and i ate one piece of bread
and i headed to Popular alone to buy my books.
somehow, i liked to do school shopping alone.
i walked around popular, and it felt like,
i was making alot of rounds in a shopping mall.
i get bored and i paid for my books and stationeries.
then, i got back home and went out again,
to my little brother's school.
his uniform and books are so fcuking expensive.
idk why. and he's in sec2 next year,
but he'll be learning olvel sciences already ?
wow, the ministry of education is really motivating
the young kids and preparing them before the big day.
my olevels will be held next year, and to think of it,
my spine will definitely shrieked ! :S
we then headed to Causeway, and had our lunch at banquet.
we then went into Check, and bought my haversack :D
like finally ok ! yesterday i went around town with parents,
and i couldnt find none that satisfy me and my parents.
yang jauh-jauh tkder, yang dekat-dekat ader.
best oi :DD
then, we went to Popular and bought our remaining books.
i bought a new Soduku book ! :DD
Little Brother then bought his shoes and met up with Daddy.
he was hungry and so, i ate again, this time, dessert pulak :/
i then, started persuading mommy to buy me slippers
and i did get them :DD
Daddy was late for work and so, we had to go home.
somehow, i felt like cleaning up my room today
and its springing clean now ! :DD
infact the whole house, cause i vacuumed just now
without mommy asking and she was praised me for the good deed :D
with all my school stuffs settled,
shika semangat dah nk pegi skola :D
yes, i blog hopped into Mariah's blog.
i read the lyrics and my mind was in rewind mode,
thinking about him ?
i had the song in my media library,
thus, i played it and im listening to it right now.
oh god, it made me miss him and shed a tear.
ive never felt this way before.
lovelies, thanks for all your advices,
wanting me to be strong and moved on and to be happy like i used to.
you guys have been really sweet and i really appreciate it.
i love my lovelies ♥♥♥
to think back, if it weren't for him,
i will not be able to get where i am today,
and i will not be able to get to know you guys.
from now till forever, i will always remember this friendship we
had bond together and the love will always be there.
without a doubt, i wont leave you guys
cause i know, the whole lot of you, will forever be my lovelies,
where i can count on and share my laughter and tears with.
by saying this, its also saying that,
i wont be able to forget him either.
the love we had was really so real for me and
for me to move on, it would be really hard
and it will take me months or even years ?
until i will find his clone, then i will be able to be
in this little thing called 'love' again.
he was someone different from the first time i met him,
and since then, i knew,
my love for him will not even change one bit.
after he called me yesterday, i was really glad to hear his voice
and to hear the truth as well. we got to talk things out.
i heard what i have to hear, and i realised,
i should not be blaming him for anything and i shouldnt even hate him.
yesterday, we became friends and its something
that im looking forward to now.
i will treasure our friendship, like i treasure my lovelies.
maybe we're better off as friends.
im being optimistic for me to stay strong.
as long as we're friends, i know we will still care for one another :D
Ammar, i'll always love you.
Thanks for everything. Being with you for almost 7months,
has been really a great fun rollercoaster ride for me ♥♥♥
After reading Mariah's latest post at her blog,
i then feel like blogging.
read on, and you'll know why.
Today, woke up at 10 after mommy abruptly,
yelled at her top of her breasts.
her voice really pierced into my ears
that i had to dragged myself to the toilet.
i bathed and i ate one piece of bread
and i headed to Popular alone to buy my books.
somehow, i liked to do school shopping alone.
i walked around popular, and it felt like,
i was making alot of rounds in a shopping mall.
i get bored and i paid for my books and stationeries.
then, i got back home and went out again,
to my little brother's school.
his uniform and books are so fcuking expensive.
idk why. and he's in sec2 next year,
but he'll be learning olvel sciences already ?
wow, the ministry of education is really motivating
the young kids and preparing them before the big day.
my olevels will be held next year, and to think of it,
my spine will definitely shrieked ! :S
we then headed to Causeway, and had our lunch at banquet.
we then went into Check, and bought my haversack :D
like finally ok ! yesterday i went around town with parents,
and i couldnt find none that satisfy me and my parents.
yang jauh-jauh tkder, yang dekat-dekat ader.
best oi :DD
then, we went to Popular and bought our remaining books.
i bought a new Soduku book ! :DD
Little Brother then bought his shoes and met up with Daddy.
he was hungry and so, i ate again, this time, dessert pulak :/
i then, started persuading mommy to buy me slippers
and i did get them :DD
Daddy was late for work and so, we had to go home.
somehow, i felt like cleaning up my room today
and its springing clean now ! :DD
infact the whole house, cause i vacuumed just now
without mommy asking and she was praised me for the good deed :D
with all my school stuffs settled,
shika semangat dah nk pegi skola :D
yes, i blog hopped into Mariah's blog.
i read the lyrics and my mind was in rewind mode,
thinking about him ?
i had the song in my media library,
thus, i played it and im listening to it right now.
oh god, it made me miss him and shed a tear.
ive never felt this way before.
lovelies, thanks for all your advices,
wanting me to be strong and moved on and to be happy like i used to.
you guys have been really sweet and i really appreciate it.
i love my lovelies ♥♥♥
to think back, if it weren't for him,
i will not be able to get where i am today,
and i will not be able to get to know you guys.
from now till forever, i will always remember this friendship we
had bond together and the love will always be there.
without a doubt, i wont leave you guys
cause i know, the whole lot of you, will forever be my lovelies,
where i can count on and share my laughter and tears with.
by saying this, its also saying that,
i wont be able to forget him either.
the love we had was really so real for me and
for me to move on, it would be really hard
and it will take me months or even years ?
until i will find his clone, then i will be able to be
in this little thing called 'love' again.
he was someone different from the first time i met him,
and since then, i knew,
my love for him will not even change one bit.
after he called me yesterday, i was really glad to hear his voice
and to hear the truth as well. we got to talk things out.
i heard what i have to hear, and i realised,
i should not be blaming him for anything and i shouldnt even hate him.
yesterday, we became friends and its something
that im looking forward to now.
i will treasure our friendship, like i treasure my lovelies.
maybe we're better off as friends.
im being optimistic for me to stay strong.
as long as we're friends, i know we will still care for one another :D
Ammar, i'll always love you.
Thanks for everything. Being with you for almost 7months,
has been really a great fun rollercoaster ride for me ♥♥♥
