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Monday, June 30, 2008



Hello! :D
Once in a blue moon, i'll update my bloggeh.
but SOON, i'll be a frequent blogger like before.
Computer is under repaired and insyallah, by next week,
im back people. HAHA

Third monthsary was one week back. Haha.
I still do want to blog about it though -.-
No pictures were taken at all cause i totally forgot
to bring my camera along. Pfft.
However, memories will still be memories
and it will forever be kept in my heart for as long as i live :D

That following day, i went out of house by 11.45am.
I made this huge heart shaped styrofoam card for Baby
and it fitted into th huge kiddy palace plastic bag. Haha.
Pathetic siol. I finished painted it the day before
and wrote all those necessary stuffs for baby and brought it
all the way to Lakeside. As usual, he was late.
When he arrived, nak marah jadi tak marah,(hehe)
cause he was looking all hot in his green kemeja and bermudas :D
I likeeeeee. We greeted each other with a tight hug and kiss.
We then bussed down to Harbourfront and monorailed down to Sentosa.
We arrived at Palawan beach and under the scorching sun,
we had a hard time finding a suitable spot.
And we managed to find one under the trees by the sea
and with the wind blown so kencang :D
We then pictched our tent. Baby was irritated with me
cause I sucked at pictching up the tent. Haha.
We took half an hour to do so and afterwhich, we had our lunch
and decided to head for the water next.
Got changed and we spent one hour and so in the cooling water.
I was clinging onto his body the whole time cause i cannot swim :(
HAHA. He scared me a few times and i shouted a few times.
But we had fun and he was mean, cause he successfully managed
to campak me inside the water w/o me realising that he wanted to do so.
Grr. We then sat by the rocks and enjoy the breeze
while munching onto our keropok and drinks.
We then rested in the tent and spent lovey dovey time together.
Afterwhich, we decided to play with the water again.
and too bad, there was no sunset :/
By 7.30, Baby set up the fire to bbq the chicken wings that he had brought along.
He said it was family recipe(marination of the wings).
Haha. but it was so sweet of him to bring all the heavy charcoals.
We ate the wings happily under the night sky and the cool nyaman breeze.
By 9.30, we headed to the toilet and had our baths
and mrted home feeling all tired.
Baby, im sorry that you've missed your last train home.
I told you not to send me home and you insisted,
that you have to walk all the home from Jurong to Lakeside :/
However, we had a whale of a time on our third monthsary
and thanks for making it a memorable one. Ly :D

Phone's been confiscated by mummy :/
Result to, not being able to hog on the phone with Baby.
You're missed and i'll try to get it back asap.
I want to go out with you on Youth Day!
posted by 11:55 PM


Saturday, June 21, 2008



Hellohellohello! ♥
Today's our 3rd monthsary baby! :D
you can tell how ghairah i am right now. heh
Baby, you are a big part of my life right now.
For the whole of three months, ive known you inside out,
your likes and dislikes, and the neverending love
you poured out for me every single second.
Im really grateful and fortunate to have you as my boyfriend
and soon-to-be lifepartner. HAHA.
Im alive whenever im around you
and I will be all quiet and dead whenever you're not around.
cause you're my source of joy and i know,
im always happy being in your arms.
having you hug me tightly, and blowing kisses
on my cheeks and lips, just show me that
you do love and care for me deeply.
you're my hero and always be my lifesaver whenever
i need someone to cry and share my problems with.
you've known me inside out as well,
and you love me for who i am.
whenever you say that you want to make our r'ship last,
it just simply shows that you're truly are serious with me.
since the start, we had our own dreams
and we'll gonna make them happen baby.
you have never fail to make me go aww,
at every slightest things you do.
whatever you wear, surely makes me go melt.
hearing to your hysterical laughter, makes me go ugagaga as well.
when you hold onto my hand tightly,
i know deep inside, you're never gonna let me go.
I thank you for tolerating with me for the past three months.
we've gone through ups and downs,
but we still managed to make it through together.
I thank you for all your love and care,
thank you for doing anything just to make me happy.
I thank you for letting me in in your life,
I thank you for EVERYTHING.
just so you know, im not going anywhere baby.
Im gonna stay.
how i wish i could find a much bigger word and greater meaning than 'love'
to tell you how much im really in love with you ♥


Woo! I cant wait for our picnic at Sentosa later.
Im getting ready and I'll sure update if i can :D
posted by 9:57 AM


Monday, June 9, 2008



Hello ♥
Two weeks of holidays are off.
Ira's already probably enjoying her vacation in HK right now.
Envy envy envy.
Im off for some jogging later with Shida bby.
We've got plenty to catch up on.
We're missing each other thats why. Haha.
Yesterday's hanging out with Baby was nice slash fun.
We met up at Commonwealth and crash in his granny's crib.
He bathed and i dried up his hair.
Oh, i like him smelling so fresh.
We then had our dinner after Maghrib.
Afterwhich, we had lovey dovey time together.
I likeeeeeee :D Ily love.
He then sent me till Sembawang Mrt.
So sweet of you cause i knew you insisted on it
eventhough you were already tired.
We texted each other at night
and talked on the phone till 5.30 in the morning :D
Im missing you and yeah, im calling you soon boy.
I cant wait to watch you play takraw on Wednesday :D


I missed F2 fcuken much.

The whole bunch of you will always have a special place in my heart.
O's approaching and yes, I wont probably be spending as much time
with you guys like usual.
I cant forget the movie dates we had, the outings,
slacking together, joked around, celebrate birthdays,
celebrate last year's Hari Raya.
We've gone through pretty much together,
and you guys were there when i need a shoulder to cry on.
We've bonded so close together
so much that, leaving you guys would never be an option.
I love you all and this friendship that we have bulit
for the past one year will always stay on tight.
You guys are terribly missed. Meet up soonnnn! :D
posted by 5:38 PM


Thursday, June 5, 2008



There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my lif, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, you know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay


It was raining moments go. The thunder gave its loud roar, only to wake me up from my soundful sleep. I ate my lunch, Mum cooked my favourite today. Afterwhich, i get my hands on bro's lappie. Tomorrow's English Prelim Oral. I dont know what to revise, i just just prolly looked through the notes.
Baby hasnt call me yet.


CALL ME CEPAT! GUE KANGEN SAMA LU :/
posted by 7:45 PM


Wednesday, June 4, 2008



Hello ♥
Got back home by seven thirty.
I attended English lesson today and skipped Amaths lesson.
HAHA. we're just plain lazy i guess.
And we skipped the trip to East coast/Changi Park
to have geography outdoor lesson of coastal landforms.
Instead, Shida bby and I mrted down to Commonwealth
and met up with Baby and Ahmad. Haha :D
Ahmad then cooked scrambled eggs and we ate
Baby's nenek's nasi lemak. sedap oi, sambal spicy :D
Baby then had his bath
and i loved the smell of his body yang baru mandi.
nice nice nice *melts*
Dried him up (haha) and the four of us then played Uno.
We then played Scrabble and halfway, we gave up playing.
Made Baby his hot milo and we then headed down to meet his nenek.
His nenek is so cute i tell you. She's friendly. I like.
She borong at this grocery store, bought beras everything.
Baby pushed the trolley and i carried one plastic bag.
We reached home and unpacked everything and then,
his nenek cooked mee goreng :D
by 6, we left the house again and the guys sent us home
and left for takraw.
Baby looked hot in his jersey and the flat topi on :D
I LOVE YOU SHUKUR! ♥
posted by 8:22 PM


Tuesday, June 3, 2008





Hello ♥
After so longggggggggg,
and ive finally updated my blog.
Sorry for my absence, cause my pc is still crashed.
Daddy hasnt got it fixed yet :/
Brother is out to th Zoo and hence, i could get my hands on
his lappie since 2 :D
Blog hopped, friendstered, and webcamed with baby :D
Mummy got to see his face live and she waved hello at him.
Suker eh b. Terajang kang. HAHA.

Holidays are finally here but still, i have to attend school.
I had Mathematics Camp last week and yes, it does bring some benefits.
I have to really buck on my studies cause didnt ace for my Mid-year :/
Im still gonna strive hard and pass my prelims so that
Daddy can buy me a new phone.
I've lost my phone on the last day of school D:
Bahhhhhhhhhh. Im missing him terribly.
Baby's msges are all in there, from the first sms till when we're together.
And all of our pictures and the recent pictures we took.
It's so sucky that it's now gone forever. Alarhhhhhhhhh!
Im clumsy, i know :/
Today didnt attend school cause i was way too lazy and tired.
Had my breakfast with Shida bby at Macd and window shopped at Sunplaza -,-
We then made a trip to causeway and ive finally decided
on what to get for baby for our third monthsard :D
18 more days to goooooooooo. You can tell that im fcuking excited. HAHA.
We're gonna have picnic at Botanic. Hope everything will turn out well
better than our second :D hehehe.

Baby, for the past two months and so,
ive gone through hell thick and thin together with you.
Ive never ever regret being with you.
I dont know what the future has in store for us.
But i do know, im here to stay and always be by your side,
to listen to your woes and problems, to make you smile and laugh,
to give all my love and attention for you, to trust you with all your heart
and always be truthful and loyal to you.
My love for you is way way beyond any words.
You're the one whom i always look forward to everyday.
Hearing to your voice makes me want to laugh.
Hearing to your laughter makes me want to be there by your side.
Hearing to you saying I love you makes me melt.
Hearing to you saying you're not gonna leave me,
just proves to me that you're a wonderful gift that God has given me.
Im really in love with you Baby. Dont ever ever give up on me.
xoxoxoxo

Shida bby, im sorry if i ever hurt you or make you mad just now.
Hope you're doing fine. Dont hold up your anger too much inside
cause you know you can always confide in me.
I love you honey. I'll be a phonecall away when you need me :D Muack.
posted by 9:46 PM

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