Hello ♥
I can tell you sometimes i feel im at the bottom of mountain
and sometimes i feel im at the peak of the mountain,
For this past one week, tons of things had happened.
One moment, i feel angry, dissappointed, shocked, happy,
relieved, and every other emotions.
They are mixed.
To my bestgirlfriend in the universe.
Im not afraid to admit or even shy to tell the reality world
out there, that i do love you, and i do really weally care for you.
And for this past ten years, being your friend, girlfriend,
and bestgirlfriend, ive known you inside out.
Everything about you, i know.
And we are inseparable.
You know, ive always been there for you.
We've gone through our ups and downs together,
always together.
With you helping me, and me helping you willingly.
Its always been that way and thus,
nothing, not even an obstacle we have to overcome,
will ruin our dear friendship, which i really do treasure.
As a bestfriend to you, its my responsibility and the need,
to make you realise that you have done something wrong.
I did not expect it to happen.
But i cant change anything, cause what's done is done.
But a true friend, would not let this matter go on just like that.
Cause, its gonna affect me in one way or another.
The tears that i shed for you, its not any act baby.
I can tell you, i was dissappointed, really.
Though it maybe a small matter to you, or a fun thing to do,
but to me its something, a huge matter to deal with.
I felt really sad right at the bottom of my heart.
Reason being, i dont want to lose you.
And actions speak louder than words.
I cried for you cause i love you.
I cried for you cause i care for you.
I cried for you cause you're more than anything in this world.
I can never ever find a friend like you.
You're irreplaceable cause you will always be first in my heart.
I know you're not changing.
You're still the same kind soul that ive met the first time.
back when we were in Primary One.
The incident that happened a day ago, doesnt change.
my love for you one bit.
I still do treasure our friendship. Trust me.
I have faith in you. You have your own reasons
and i know i have no right to stop you or anything.
Cause at the end of each day,
its your life and you know what's best for you.
I can only be there for you to advice you.
Dont ever think i would hate you cause
hatred towards you never came across my mind.
Never. I hope that this incident will never repeat itself again,
cause you know, it hurts me, alot.
I know you for being a smart girl,
who knows how to resolve problems in the right way/manner.
Thus, i hope that such things would not happen again.
Cause, O's are drawing near and its important for us
to go through that first before anything else :D
I LOVE YOU ♥♥♥
[you know who you are *smile*]
Now, this post goes to out to Boyfriend also:
Muhammad Shukur B. Muhammad Kamal.
It's really obvious that im really weally in love with his guy,
whose name is mentioned above.
He's just not any guy. He's my "Hancock"
He's my lifesaver. He's my soulmate. He's my life.
He's my world. He's my wall. He's my rock.
Alright, you can say, He's my E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G.
He's mine! HAHA -.-
Since last Friday, our rship has been better.
It's a great feeling. And for some reasons, im feeling good,
that we are back on track :D
Its really a relieve cause he erase my thought
of thinking that he would leave me for real.
And since then, we had met each other for four days straight.
From Sunday till Today.
But, i find it really sweet for him to mrted all the way to Sembawang
from his granny's crib at Commonwealth.
Cause i was really feeling down, and all crying,
and he really wanted to be my side to cheer me up.
God, when i read that particular text he sent me,
I was all smiles, from ear to ear. AHHHHH :D
Thanks baby, for lending me & bestfriend your listening ears,
and treating to my favourite, Mee Soto :D
It was a last minute surprise from me to him.
Before i met him yesterday, I was at Sportslink and i had some time
deciding whether i should buy slippers or shoebag for him.
Since he's involved in takraw for alternative days in a week,
I bought for him an Umbro red shoebag.
When he was at the Kopitiam Toilet,
i quickly took it out from my bag and wrote for him a quick blue note.
At first he did not accept it cause kononnya, he was surprised.
HAHA. After much persuasion, he accept it willingly :D
Your welcome baby. Use it for takraw always
is as though you bringing me wherever you go. HAHAHA.
Back on Youth day, to meet hangout with lovelies
was a great feelings. After so longggggg.
And we had fun laughing here and there,
did some catching up and no doubt, i had fun with them aorund :D
By 6, baby and I had a movie date at our favourite
cinema, The Cathay Cineplex.
Unfortunately for us, all the couple seats were not vacant,
thus our seats were by the side,just two for us :D
We watched Hancock and we had fun cracking our laughs.
And at one particular scene, i cried.
As to what reason i cried, you must watch it.
It's funny, there's a twist in the middle, and it ended off sweet.
I tell you, Will Smith was damn panas in his superhero suit.
HAHA. Afterwhich, he wanted to treat me at this
restaurant selling makanan jawa. But i really refused
and in th end, he treated me Starbucks.
And it was my first time trying out nutmeg
on my drink's whip cream.
I really thought that nutmeg was somekind of chocolate powder.
It taste way way way diffrent. Like bawang putih siolsxz!
Thus, being thoughtful, nice and sweet,
Baby used the straw and sucked all of it out
and afterwhich, went to one corner, and spit them out.
Althought it's a pity seeing him do that, i feel so touched
cause he want me to really drink my favourite drink :D
We then slacked at Istana park
and on that day, we were already deciding that
we should have our 4th monthsary dinner at Fish&co.
Or the makanan jawa restaurant. HAHA.
In two weeks time! :D
He sent me all the way till my blk.
Timecheck, it was already 11 by then. I felt guilty,
but he insisted on it. Ayayayaya.
We dropped by 7-11.
He bought for me skittles and 2 bottles of apple aloevera drink.
He bought it and said that, the skittles and one of the bottle,
is for me to drink and eat during homework.
The another bottle is for me to bring it to school.
How cute :D
Thats why i love him.
At every slightest things he does for me,
he impresses me and make me fall for him
more and more and more
without fail :D
I likeeeeeeeeeeeeee. HAHA.
Though our relationships is going to be in its fourth month,
I dont wish to be over-confident
that our rship will last long.
But there's always my will to last long with you,
nine years down the road,
seeing us finally getting married.
Impossible? Possible?
Just wait and we'll find out :D
I love you baby!
Two most important people in my life.
Really.
