Sunday, August 31, 2008
 Hello, yesterday I was with Fina bby throughout the whole day. I swear it was pathetic but I'm never bored with her around :D We met up at Jurong and proceeded to Geylang. I bought a baby's baju kurung for my baby niece. Since our dress code colour will be grey, i bought that colour. Afterwhich, we were really weally famished and settled on Banquet. I ate fast on my nasi ayam and I was already whining about my buncit perut. Fina never finished up her carrot cake and thus, we made our way to Marina. It was raining but we relied on my umbrella. I did not catch the lights up but attend to baybeats. The crowd's boring this year, or the bands? Hah. But so long as I get to meet my lovelies, im happy. Met up with fifi bby, hazel and rinniey. Afterwhich, got to meet up with Ammar and Afiq. Bumped into Khairiyah & Stella. And then, Heidhar. I was so hyped to go to meet Reena bby and Hadi! :D Lastly, my bacin friend, Johnnie! Amidst of Electrico performing, we went back to Marina and slacked at cermin. And yes, smoking can be my happy pills too :D By 10.40, we headed home. I was beat, had a quick bath and dozed off.
Today's tuition and afterwhich, Im meeting up with Shima bby :D After so long, we finally get to meet up again. Its funny how friendster has do wonders, and have us building a friendship. Whenever im with her, I knew she has her listening ears to my stories, vice versa. I know I can count on her :D
We spent some time when you were mine
Tell me where it all went
You promised me, you'd never leave
Do you break all your promises?
Just like you broke my heart so easily
Saying you love me was just a tease to me
I wanted the real thing but you lost the feeling for me
And now, is this worth it
When we're both hurting
I know you can't hide it from yourself.To move on without you, its easier said than done. Tell me, am i at fault when i left you with my heart all broken?
posted by 9:58 AM
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Saturday, August 30, 2008
I woke up in the middle of morning. On the lappie and broke down. I dreamt of you. Oh how I've missed you.
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Friday, August 29, 2008
 Hello. Teacher's Day was heartwarming. Watched the concert and go awww. Had flu suddenly, so I was feeling restless. Nevertheless, me and my babies handed out our cute cupcakes, and wished our teachers. When school session ended, tried to find Dzul but to no avail. Miss you friend. Thus, we then walked home under the drizzling rain. Hearing to Shida bby's rants, and I realised, I am also now, trapped in my own beautiful past.
When you played the song, I remembered the way you sang it to me. And I'll always play it during my sleepless nights. Why? It's only my dilemma now.
posted by 1:47 PM
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Hello, Spent quality time with Mummy today and my baby niece :D We bussed to TKC from Ang Mo Kio. And on our way, I poured out my problems to her. It's a nice feeling when a mother advices her daughter. And I feel so much better :D But still, it takes time to heal and I will. Upon reaching TKC, we bought kurmas as the fasting months is anytime soon. Afterwhich, went to hunt for my raya baju. And I settled upon a grey and orange suits. Thus, Mummy decided that we shall go orange and grey this year :D After all the trying out and purchasing and getting free accessories, I was all happy and it was Mummy's turn to look for her stuffs. She bought hers at reasonable prices and we then had our dinner. And then, went home. Though my leg aches, but today's shopping was needed :D I just need to get my shoes and beg and do something to my hair! F2 going baybeats tomorrow but I tak bolehhh :/ Ammar's chatting with me. At least ada orang layan aku pg pg buta begini.
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Thursday, August 28, 2008
Hello, Tomorrow's teacher's day :D Baking cupcakes later on with my babies. And after that, prolly heading to Geylang with Mommy. Maths paper two was the final paper today. And prelims finally over! And i'll spend my Saturday wisely, either to Baybeats or Geylang. HAHA :D
Yesterday was a disaster and im glad im over it. Thanks for everything. Still, i love you.
After all the nights we spent alone
In the same bedroom
After all the lies roll off your tongue
And you stop pretending
That you and I belong together now
This love’s not worth mending
You and I could never work it out this time
Tonight, I’m over you
Tonight, I’ll see this through
I’ll cut the ties on our romance and
You crossed the line
I gave you too many chances
Tonight, I’m over you
Cut me down over the phone again
Keep me defending
Laugh it off and try to make amends
I’ll stop pretending
That this is just another passing phase
There’s no happy ending
There’s no use convincing me to stay this time
You and all our so-called memories
They don’t mean much
They don’t mean anything.
posted by 12:01 PM
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Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Hello, Science Practical was easy :D Spent the whole of the three hours waiting, playing Uno and discussing about Prom Night. After which, went home and watched tv. At 7.30, called Bee up :D He then called me back and asked me out tomorrow ^^ I cant wait, I cant wait. I'll be at your school pagar when your school session ends. HAHA :D Shida bby, we watched movie prolly on Thursday okay or any other days. I promised <3 Bee's texting me and I'm happy!
posted by 9:51 PM
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Monday, August 25, 2008
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Hello, Had A.Maths paper two and sciences paper one. I was really start at the differentiation questions. Bah. Two more months to O's. Time, please fly slow. Im having science practical tomorrow. And after my shift ends, we will be held back till 12.30 -.= Prelims almost over and no attendance is needed for Wednesday. But I'll be having tuition from 5.30 till 7. Im bored now, I'll try find something to occupy myself with. Watch videos or prolly surf the net for movies? I havent crash the cinemas for weeks. I wanna catch Kallang Roar/Death race. Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !   Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
♥♥♥
posted by 2:55 PM
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Sunday, August 24, 2008
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Hello, today the weather was superb. Sejuk menggigit tulang due to the heavy rain. Had tuition today :D As it was raining still after tuition, Bala had to hold the umbrella. HAHA. And we chit chatted till we parted and boarded our different trains. I trained to Bee's place. He called me back when I was in the train. I just had to go over his place to check whether he was dg fine. And besides, I missed him. And it felt velly good to hear his voice. So, I bought his favourite chicken floss and Bee was smiling away after passing it to him. It was a short meet-up cause he had to go to Joo Chiat. We umbrella-ed our way to the Mrt. Thanks for the hug ^^. We accompanied each other till Raffles Mrt. Along the way, we talked things out abit. I loved it when we looked and stared at each other, smiling and grinning away. It felt exactly like during our dating days :B He said he's gonna spend one of the days next week and meet me. Clear all my doubts Bee. But for now, I'm happy cause you make my day today.
Love you, and always will ♥
posted by 10:40 PM
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 Why does it always seem
That u and I go between
Some kind of love and hate
One minute it seems right
Next a big, big fight
What a confusing state
We've got to accept
That it's not meant to be
I'm letting u go so u can be free
Go, just leave, just walk away
Don't look back, u can't stay
I finally said goodbye to u, baby
So go, just leave, just turn around
U can't stay cuz u bring me down
It's probably the hardest thing to do
Go, goodbye to u
There's more fish in the sea
More than just u and me
Gotta get off this ride
Haven't you figured out
That this just won't work out
To many times we've cried
We've got to accept
That it's not meant to be
I'm letting u go so u can be free
Go, just leave, just walk away
Don't look back, u can't stay
I finally said goodbye to u, baby
So go, just leave, just turn around
U can't stay cuz u bring me down
It's probably the hardest thing to do
Go, goodbye to u
I know there's someone out there for u
Better than me
I just can't be that kind of girl
U want me to be
It's not me, can't u see baby
Go, just leave, just walk away
Don't look back, u can't stay
I finally said goodbye to u, baby
So go, just leave, just turn around
U can't stay cuz u bring me down
It's probably the hardest thing to do.
I'm sorry Bee.
posted by 7:16 AM
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Friday, August 22, 2008
 YAY! Finally, my Bee text me :D I'm glad you find my gift very cute. You're missed. See you on Sunday ♥
posted by 7:26 PM
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Hello, Maths Paper 1 and Physics paper are already done with yesterday. Today was Geography. Oh, I totally flung this paper. I have no interest in it, so I never did revise well. Haha. So much of me want to study. Aiyo.
And I had a weird plus sweet dream yesterday. Oh, maybe I missed your presence around me friend :/
Anewaye, Baby, hope you like the gift. Call me asap. I missed your voice and YOU. Ah!
posted by 12:17 PM
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Thursday, August 21, 2008
 Happy 5th Monthsary loverboy! ♥ Days have indeed moved to months, and we have come a long way since the start I'm with you, 21.03.08. I know there's no such as anything perfect in this world, but I know you're perfect for me. Although there's times where we could'nt stand each other, argue time and again, and be upset with one another, but we know our relationship will always bound to have those downfalls. We'll always forgive each other cause, how could I ever hate you Baby. I know there's no such thing as forever too. But I know, my feelings for you are true. We both can understand each other if we want to, and we can make this work if we really desire to. There's long way to go and I'm sure when the time is finally right, we'll finally be together and you'll be mine for eternity, vice-versa. I know I have my flaws, and I'm sorry for any hurt I caused to your delicate heart. For all I know, for these five months, you have sincerely been showering me with all the love I could ever ask for from you, and be there whenever I needed you. I never thought I would come across a stranger like you, who does make a huge impact in my life. You've made me happy, really happy, and everytime when I recall all our memories, I know, they'll stay by me till I have my last breath. I've memorised everything about you well enough, your face, your smile, the way you walk, your laughter, your soft voice, your eyes, your hair, the way you hug me so tight in your arms and of course, when you do CPR on me. HAHA. I can just melt and I never want the feeling to go away. There's times when I can overreact and cry about you. But I know those tears are no signs of hurt, but signs of afraid to lose you. If one day you will ever go and we'll stay as friends, I'll still be thankful cause I know no matter what, this love will never fade away. This heart will always have space for you to fill in. Every angle of my heart, has your name, and it spells, 'Muhammad Shukur'. Sweetheart, I love you. Whatever happens from hereafter, my world still revolves around you. xoxoxo ♥
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Wednesday, August 20, 2008
 Hello, Had A.maths & chemistry papers today. I thought A.maths was first, thus, I ended up not revising anything for Chem. BAIK SEKALI. The paper was difficult. If I had'nt study for it, I would still find it difficult? Hah. It's not my favourite subject afterall. A.maths was manageable. Bala wants me to do well. Oh, hopefully friend. If I passed this subject for Prelims, I'll be more than happy :D After the papers, went to repair my spectacles. HAHA. And, went home after that. And went out again to Ntuc to buy ingredients for laksa. Saw oreo chocolate icecream cake mixture. Woah. I want to bake I want to bake ;] Spent 20bucks, and went home. Mummy wants to cook laksa today for my sake cause I was craving for it. I ate it yesterday already seh but nehmind, tasted her cooking just now and very niceee :D Haha. I was bored so I watched The Hills, Season 4. I love LC's curls sebanyaknya. Oh pls my hair, behave like hers? Soon k *grins* After eating, I'll study Physics :D I miss boyfriend. I'm feeling better today.
posted by 5:55 PM
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Baby call me! Meet up tomorrow :B
posted by 2:50 PM
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Tuesday, August 19, 2008
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Hello. I liked SS source based today. I hate the essay part. Due to my plain laziness, I screwed that section(I think).
(4:53 PM) shukur:
who ask you nvr belajar??
(4:53 PM) shukur:
clever enough already rite??
(4:53 PM) shukur:
mrs. shukur basah.
HAH. Boypwen, I miss you :/
After the paper, headed to Cwp alone as girlfriends were sitting for their Malay Paper. Window shopped for monthsary's gift. And after one hour or so, I finally got it. Three hints for Baby: It's purely handmade, It glows in the dark & It's colourful :D Hope you like it hor. I can't deny that I'm afraid of losing you. Really.
posted by 6:09 PM
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Monday, August 18, 2008
Hello <3>Prelims has officially kick start today. And today was English. The papers were manageable and, hopefully I at least attained a B *fingers crossed* Afterwhich, it was Photo Taking session. Our last indeed :/ I then accompanied Fifi bby to Causeway with Shida bby. Btw, Happy Belated Birthday Hazelina <3 By 3, I reached home. Tomorrow's Social Studies Paper and I'll do my revision later :B
Everything's fine with Baby. We met up yesterday. As usual, our Sundays meet-up. Mommy buat kueh kaswi so I decided that he should have a taste of them. We then had lovey dovey time together and went back to his granny's crib. When his granny berbual English, very cute. I like :D and Diana was forever entertaining with her becok mouth. Im tutoring her Maths this Saturday. Alah, Primary 2 Maths, kecik punya hal. HAHA :D And yes, im happy that Im participating in the Ngee Ann Poly's Red Camp in November :O
Anyway, I can't wait for Thursday. Fifth monthsary! *insert wide smile* I have ideas in my mind and I shall get it tomorrow :D I love you Anak Kamal! You jump, I jump :-*
Ku tatap dua bola matamu
Tersirat apa yang 'kan terjadi
Kau ingin pergi dariku
Meninggalkan semua kenangan
Menutup lembaran cerita
Oh sayangku, aku tak mau
Ku tahu semua akan berakhir
Tapi ku tak rela lepaskanmu
Kau tanya mengapa aku tak ingin pergi darimu
Dan mulutku diam membisu
Salahkah bila diriku terlalu mencintaimu
Jangan tanyakan mengapa karena aku tak tahu
Aku pun tak ingin bila kau pergi tinggalkan aku
Masihkah ada hasratmu 'tuk mencintaiku lagi
Apa yang harus aku lakukan
'Tuk menarik perhatianmu lagi
Walau pun harus mengiba
Agar kau tetap di sini
Lihat aku duhai sayangku
posted by 7:25 PM
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Kaulah darahku juga nadiku
Kaulah nafasku juga jantungku
Engkaulah hatiku dan juga jiwaku
Aku mau hidup denganmu
Aku mau matipun karenamu
Aku mau disisa waktuku bersamamu
Kaulah senyumku juga tawaku
Kaulah damaiku juga bahagiaku
Engkaulah teduhku tempatku bernaung
Kau yang slalu setia menemaniku
Meresapkan harumnya cinta dihatiku
Kau yang menyayangiku setulusnya
Aku mau hidup denganmu
Aku mau hidup denganmu
Aku mau matipun karenamu
Aku mau disisa waktuku bersamamu
Hanya bersamamu
Kau yang slalu setia menemaniku
Meresapkan harumnya cinta dihatiku
Kau yang menyayangiku setulusnya
Aku mau hidup denganmu
Aku mau matipun karenamu
Aku mau disisa waktuku bersamamu
Hanya bersamamu
Aku mau hidup denganmu
Aku mau
Aku mau matipun karenamu
Aku mau
Kaulah hidupku dan juga matiku
This song goes out for Baby :B
The whole day at school, is you whome I think of,
till I scribbled your name on my palm.
I miss your voice and Im missing you,
so bad :/
posted by 7:16 PM
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Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Baby, you're missed. Call me pwease :/
Hello,
School was doing fine.
My classmates got their MT O-level results.
I felt nervous for them though I already sat for it.
Mr Lathif said the nervous will be multiplied by 10times
for our O-level results later.
And come to think of it, its only 1-2months away :O
Don't ask if im already prepared for it or not.
Im trying however, to complete my homeworks plus revisions :D
After my "mock test",
went back home and changed my shoes plus top.
Bussed down to PasirRis with Shida bby to meet up F2.
By 4.30, everyone arrived at WhiteSands.
Ammar, hoped my slice of cake is licking good for you. HA :D
We then bussed down to Parkway to have a mini celebration down there.
Oh yes, at the interchange, I fell down back from the railing.
And they had a free show. BAH! MALU!
What happens there, stays there! HAHAHA.
Most embarassing moment of my life.
Anyway, Mira was sweet to have bought a cake for Ammar.
And he got sabo-ed with flour. He looked like orang dayak
but yes, we had fun laughing at him.
You've finally turned 16 :D
Afterwhich, we ate at MacD and then, everyone parted.
Overall, the mini celebration was fun.
Its nice, gotta hangout with them after so long. Ily guys! :D
*pictures coming*
posted by 10:51 PM
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Hello,
today, i FINALLY got my long lost wallet.
It looks like brand new cause it was not dirty
or whatsoever.
And its content was pathetic cause it only had my IC.
Walaueh. But nevermind, now i have two ICs.
Afterwhich, i made my way to Commonwealth.
Bought LJS for lunch and sat near the railway.
Baby texted me. He said he wanted to bathe.
He lied cause a few minutes later, he popped out.
Haha. Greeted the loverboy and he watched me study.
He was effing bored and so, by 5.30, i stopped
and layan him. HAHAHA.
He then went back to take his stuffs and we mrted to Lakeside.
Packed his takraw stuffs and we went to have dinner.
Bumped into his parents :O
Afterwhich, we spend more lovey dovey time
and by 9, I went home and he went for his takraw :D
Thanks for the wonderful day Baby.
Yknow,I love you ♥
Anyway, HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY AMMAR! YOU'RE A BIG BOY NOW!
I for sure be there and celebrate with you guys :D
posted by 12:00 AM
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Monday, August 11, 2008
Hello,
The fireworks were doing awesome on Saturday.
It sucks however for not having to watch the aircrafts.
Have to wait till next year's parade then.
Of course, for now, im looking forward for th Countdown's fireworks.
HAHA.
Met baby again yesterday.
We had our late lunch cum dinner at LJS :D
We then had lovey dovey time together
and sent me home. Thanks hun ♥
I had to go to Outram today, the police HQ is down there.
I received a letter regarding my found property.
I wonder what the property is :S
Baby, you're accompanying me today! IDC :D
NSBA,
ImissyouImissyouImissyou.
Sometimes, I do wished to have you all by myself,
and that, we can devote all of our time for each other.
But, I know it will nolonger happen.
It's only when we walk to school and walk back home,
is when we can share our stories and laugh and crack our lame jokes.
I'm still me and I've never changed
and I know you have never changed either.
Perhaps, im just keeping quiet cause for some reasons,
Im hurt inside.
But i guessed, I just have to keep it to myself,
cause the situation won't change.
And perhaps, im overreacting and I realised where i stand.
I cant force you to change and I don't wish to make you choose.
And i don't want myself to be sucha selfish person.
As much as I want to spend time with Bf,
I do want to spend more time with you.
I'll promise you that on one Saturday,
we spend the whole day together :D
Cause, we do really need time to open up our thoughts,
and improve our friendship which i really do care about
and treasure.
No matter what, Im always here for you ♥
No matter what, I'll always love you ♥
Perhaps, it's true we're drifting apart
but our love will always stay
and yknow, hating you will never be an option.
I'll promise you, things will be better
if we talk things out.
Yknow, i despise arguements and with you,
we have always talk things out and be better :D
I love you and I'll always be your no.1 fan ♥
posted by 9:44 AM
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Saturday, August 9, 2008
 Happy 43rd National Day Singapore!
Hello :D
Im spending my Saturday with Baby. Fireworkszsx!
posted by 8:47 AM
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Thursday, August 7, 2008
Hello, im feeling downdowndowndowndowndown. fcuk it :S Firstly, there's no news coming from you the whole day, no from yesterday evening till now. And worst, the last time we were otp, you hung up on me. Secondly, you're missing someone else. Lastly, i dont think so you're thinking of me like i do. Be it then! Grr, jealousy is really being a green-eyed monster :/
Ku… tak pernah merasa
Gundah di hatiku, Ketika denganmu
Saat kau, Kau belai rambutku
Kau temani aku, Kau basuh lukaku
Kini semua berlalu
Karena engkau tak memilihku
Salahkah aku mencintaimu
Walau kutahu kutak dihatimu
Egokah aku memilikimu
Walau kutahu kau tak memilihku
Kuharap tuhan cabut nyawamu
Agar tak ada yang milikimu
Sadarkah kini ku tak rela
Iman ku telah sirna
Mimpiku tak nyata
Kini semua berlalu
Karena engkau tak memilihku
Salahkah aku mencintaimu
Walau kutahu kutak dihatimu
Egokah aku memilikimu
Walau kutahu kau tak memilihku
Kuharap tuhan cabut nyawamu
Agar tak ada yang milikimu
Kuharap tuhan cabut nyawamu
Agar tak ada yang milikimu
posted by 10:49 PM
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Tuesday, August 5, 2008
 MUHAMMAD SHUKUR ♥
Meeting you was fate,
becoming your friend was a choice
but falling in love with you I had no control over.
posted by 6:25 PM
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Friday, August 1, 2008
 HAHA. Baby, you look way different back then. Neverthless, i still find it cute and innocent banget ;D Meet tomorrow! ^^ MISSMISSMISSMISSMISSMISSMISS!
posted by 6:37 PM
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